by reasons I know not of, this week has been a very trying week for me. for most of the people around me. time passed really really slowly. I am completely wiped out. On the verge of falling ill, on the brink of being overwhelmed by work..the moth seems to have laid a cold step on my heart, and the tightness in my chest seems to come more frequently now.
everythings seems to be in a mess, swinging from one extreme to the other, I seem to have lost touch with time, knowing days only by the lectures and classes I have to attend. Dates fail me, events seem to fly pass me. Faces here and there, words swimming infront of my eyes. Book after book, line after line, word after word.
mondays are filled with classes which teach you how to write and to speak,singaporean lit, and movie presentations.
tuesdays are filled with survey of lit 2, career talks, presentations and a two -hour break spent reading. sometimes tuesdays include movie screenings, and Navigators fellowship.
Wednesdays. my supposed free days. they are filled with reading. and reading. and you've guessed it-reading.
thursdays are filled with sing lit and victorian lit.they are the days where the possibility of you losing your lit texts is the highest.
fridays are filled with movies and discussion about movies.
all days are filled with too early mornings and too late nights.
Lord, I'm tired.
I know Lord that in fact, I've not done much this week, I should have done more, should have studied better. I should have put in more effort. but Lord, this is just me. I can't seem to be able to get my things in order, can't seem to have all my lecture notes and tutorial notes together in a neat stack. Lord, help me!Help me to be more organised, to be more studious, to spend more time with You...
Lord,I pray You'll let me rest in You. Take away my heavy yoke and let me have Your light and easy one Lord. Jesus, take over. take control Lord.
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