Is it silly to hope? I don't think so. Even if everything falls through, I think we will still be okay. It's weird being in this situation because all my cell group members are already discussing plans about our exchange trips, and they are so excited for it. but the school buds are being practical and more of looking forward to studying lit here in NTU for the next sem. And as for me? I'm stuck in between. At times I wish I can have the enthusiasm my school buds have for a next sem in NTU, and at times I wish I can be more excited about going abroad with my cell group members. Sometimes, I feel like I'm the one who is forcing my school buds to go to Korea when actually they prefer staying in Singapore.

I don't know how to be convinced or to convince them anymore. But for me, until that day when PNU or Instep tells me that I will have to stay in NTU for the next sem, I will keep believing my acceptance package will come:)