I am just awkward when it comes to relationships. and I honestly think I am commitment-phobic. Hmmm.

In any case, I am enjoying a short break from school, and meanwhile, essay time has been stressful but in a way, exciting:) I really like how I can use essay writing as a valid excuse not to do anything else. And I really just want to focus on writing a good piece. It calms me down when I know I do not have to think or do other work apart from typing and working on my essay:) weird, but yes.

okay, back to essay!