It's weird. It's like we are here, and we are the ones who haven't changed much. sometimes I wonder if time and space really affect people that much. I guess we won't really know unless we experience it ourselves. it's honestly kinda strange, cause it's like people have gone through so much on their own, and yet some of us only have deceptively simple differences to show for what has happened over the past months.

and more and more, I see how we speak the things we don't want to, and the words which we want to mean are lost in expression.

we focus on our minute lives because that's the only thing we can do. and that is the only thing we are called to do. to pick up our own crosses, and leave the rest to Him. and even though it may seem that we can't do much, I believe our prayers make a difference.

anyway, today was nice=D just what I needed. a spicy thai lunch,some light shopping, stocking up of school supplies, games, and coversations over desserts. thanks sharonny!(is this yiwen's name for you?haha).

sometimes, just sometimes, I realise the need for the music in life. and I learn to appreciate it a little more each time.