healing!

I feel better now. Thank you ladies for cheering me up!I feel so blessed=)

haha, better physically- I popped some pills and slept a lot. better emotionally-talked the whole of saturday with God. better spiritually-today's message in church had us all going "yeah..I'm guilty of that"..

haha. but, there is now NO condemnation in Christ Jesus!Romans 8:1. why?cause Jesus paid the full penalty on the cross for us. anyway, God was telling me as I sat there in church that I've got a few areas I've got to work upon. Mainly: learning how to control my emotions better; not to have the mood swings and to not be so easily drained by emotions, break loose from my laziness,learn how to better cope with stress, and to get rid of my excessive anxieties.

yup. oh, and to guard my heart too. cause my words come out of the overflow of my heart. I was reminded also that in order to bless others, I must be a blessing myself first. If people see me so dis-organised and so weak, then how can I even begin to help them or to share my beliefs to them? so yes, I'm going to start changing some of my habits and to improve on my way of doing things. haha, Lord, it's difficult!

but as I learned today, as I was lifting my hands to praise Him in worship, I raised my right hand first,telling him that I have many weaknesses, but I surrender them all to Him. Then I raised my left hand along with my right, telling Him that I know He will help me, and that His strength is made perfect in my weaknesses. so there you go, part me, part Him, together, then will we be able to raise both hands in total worship.

Your grace is sufficient for me Lord. And yes, I will live to worship You, I will breathe to worship You each and every day Lord.

may You bless all my family members and my awesome friends who have encouraged me so with their tagboard messages, their smses, their everything=)

haha. Lord, let me throw off my old self and put on my new self!

P.S-I was really amused at SP dan foo's imitation of ronaldo on stage today. haha, but I applaud his attempt and I thank God for using him to speak His message so clearly today=)