of traveling and love~

I'm bored.

School was fine today. Funnily enough, the highlight of today was meeting last sem and this sem's professors in the English Staff office. It felt really nice to be able to talk to them and just exchange a few lines with each other=) Plus, we finally got to meet the professor of Magical Realism. woah. Yiwen and I were totally bowled over. Sharon would have been too..if she saw more than just his back view. But oh well, I didn't really get to see him clearly, but he does give off the Orlando Bloom vibes..

haha. Seriously people, one of the major points why you should take up English Literature is because there will always be charming, good-looking and friendly professors or teachers in this course. They can be a little intimidating at times, mumble a bit at times..but well, they're still good to look at=)

oops. haha, what am I saying??I mean, there are so many other reason why English is a good course!And I certainly did not choose this course because of this reason..

Anyway, I wanted to type about something else. This is random, I just wanted to say it in the spur of the moment. This isn't really what I wanted to say, but it'll do.

I realised that I'm very passive when it comes to things I'm unsure of. For instance, love. Sharon pointed this out during our girls' talk the other day at corduroy's cafe, and I agreed but didn't really see the point. Until one day at my usual bus-stop, near my house.

I was waiting for a bus when I connected what sharon said to what I always do. Whenever I see a bus at the bus-stop, or approaching the bus-stop, I will never board the bus unless I have my card in my hand. It doesn't matter if I am just standing a few steps away from the bus, I will still hang back and search for my card first. I usually never run for buses on my own, I just don't like the feeling of being un-prepared as I board the bus.I need to be prepared, I need to expect a smooth entry onto the bus, and achieve it.

And I thought, can my attitude towards love or affection be the same? I mean just like grace said about herself, I really cannot see myself with someone either. Either I feel completely awkward around him, or I'll end up talking nonsense and babbling. Or, you won't even see me around a guy. haha. I know, I know, it's studies time now!focus on other things!haha. yup, I am..just that this topic is so fun to explore and it's always interesting to blog about it.

Like I said, I was bored.

I feel better now though..I'm off to sleep!goodnight=)